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by Fadhli » Thu, 23 May 2013 2:21 am
Lets share with everyone out there on how this no common sense change my life completely,and wat u about to read is all true I remember everything on how impact full this wall has done to my life.
First of all my little secret come from one of my lecturer when I was in ite,(west clementi).i wasn't me whom gave this name I lied:(.i promise this guy that if this stupid wall really change my life I will help others too.here it goes pttf.
I come from a poor family,my father has a kidney failure when I was only primary one.my days is just like other kids is just that I started mixing with bad company when I was only 11 years old, goes secondary school my life began to move zig zag path.all the feeling I felt was all in one combo,anger,frustration,sad,happy,guilty,why because my parent can't gave me wat I want and I understand that.fight with them several time,mix with the real gangster,began doing stupid things thinking I could have life in the same time studying.slowly stress began to appear in mylife,why because when I was in secondary school and in ite there are days I have no pocket money to spent on food,sometimes only have 1bucks to deal with my daily life. Then when I was sitting in my classroom doing nothing one of my lecturer came and sat beside me,he ask me 'are u having problem in your life cause if u do share with me I don't want u to fail as I know you are one of my best student'.i look at him and laugh,best student got to be kidding me.nah I've no problem in life I replied.then our conversation continue till he mention about this invisible wall.to be honest I was just like u I was thinking huh walls dosnt make any sense to my life either way.i said that to him and he gave me a smile and say I know one day u want to know wat its all abt.and that is true I did came to him and ask for help,he gave me a paper (lost it I forgot where I put)and I ask me to draw anything in wats u are feeling,so I drew and still remember wat I drew until now.i drew a evil guy,baby crying,face with question mark on his head and lastly a smile. He looks at it a say your wall is weak I can tell you wat to do but is up to you to do it or not,so he told me everything I needed to do to make my walls strong and always strong at first I doubt it gonna help but still I do whatever he said.slowly things started to change I became the top student in his class with a gap of 3.25(6th in the class).my stress disappeared and now even with my father condition I still a happy person,I own ipad3,I paid my family entertainment (miotv) and support my 2 younger brother.got work after ns for only few months then iquit and Yeats ive still free from stress even though my singtel bill both miotv and my ipad costs 210bucks.never been worries again now I'm really free to do anything I want,before this my friends are all low standard and the high standard always look down on me but now I've only have one friend ( real ones not in the social network website). And still I'm a happy guys got a new job which will start tomorrow as customer service officer and got my pay 1.4k and tats is with my ite cert of tourism.
Now u read my life tell me this wall is still no common sense.its a wall that reflex on how u felt and basically its something that's u put on it that's bother your life.its hard to remove stress,anger(for hot tempered person).and this walls really reflex u in person even if u tried to be someone else.thanks for reading this if u still don't believe me then just ignore this thread rather say it dosnt make sense thanks you again
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