I remeber this poem well enough that my brain read it in its original rythem even wiith the stanzas slightly broken up visualy.the lynx wrote: Ah I still love the good old style of poems. Zen Pencils' way of illustrating poems and quotes gives a refreshing outlook, which I believe more suited to people his age.
Ya, but in the end I think I am just using my career as an excuse, and would probably fail miserably either way regardless of what I chose to do. I am just making excuses as to not accept the fact that maybe I am just not good enough.x9200 wrote: What I am trying to say is that what is in your private life is a part of the same equation so maximizing your career in expense of the former will unlikely make you a happy guy at the end of your life. The other way it does not work as well so a balance is needed but it does not mean there is one right way and this is by giving your career unrivaled priority.
The thing is, I am good at what I do, but just tired of being alone.
I just had the spontanious idea to run away from my problem and go somewhere else in the world where girls might see me as interesting or exotic. Honestly, I just kindof want the attention...morenangpinay wrote:wow. this stuff is long
You are very serious about this. anyway my advice is you need to work on your confidence in being alone, because you will always be alone where ever you are because you can't place your happiness on other people.
about the girls you mentioned, maybe you are looking at the wrong type of girls? in any country i believe girls will be the same, and if you keep being anti-social even though you aren't comfortable with being alone, you will always have the same result no matter which country you move to.
I know it sounds silly, but hey, my crazy ideas may not go anywhere, but I always learn something when I start looking into it and doing my research.