PLEASE READ AND HELP ME.ITS IMPORTANT :(

[roxy333]

hi there.im just looking for a someone to help me.please help me..i've had a very abusive childhood.i was sexually abused n raped by my own brother n my parents dont care abt me.the reason im contacting you is because i just want someone to talk to in my life.im just so messed up and suicidal.i just want someone to talk to and share my feeling.someone who would love me back.im just so lonely.you could be the one to save my live.cuz all this while.all i ever tried to do was kill myself.pls help me.im going thru so much right now i cant stand the abuse anymore i want to tell u everything but its a really long story as the abuse had been going on for years and years.im mentally ,emotionally and physically damaged.i need help.i need someone to talk to.but everyone keep rejecting me because im so much trouble.please give me a chance.please listen to me and please try to help.i know you are capable of helping me.everyone is.its wether they want to or not.most of them are slefish they dont care about anyone else but themselves and they friends and family.no one cares about a stranger eventhough im begging for help everyday.please help me.

i wan someone to share everthing with someone who would listen and help me.please help me.i cut myself and cry everyday.i have attempted suicide so many times but everytime i try.something stops me.a hope that someday someone is going to save me from this hell.but i waited years and years begging ppl for help but no one cares.im on the edge noe.this is my last plea for help.i rounded up everyone who i came across whoi know is capable of helping me.if non of the people i asked for help respond im going to take my life.im not kidding abt this.i already know how to tie the hangman noose.no one kids about something like this.please help me.i really hope at least my last plea for help will work out.someone out there will listen and someone who has a heart will help.

please help me.please.

give me a chance and listen to me im begging you. please

im in Malaysia and i have looked for help everywhere including other countries.please help.i cant tell everything here but i will i want someone to listen and help.

[nakatago]

Frankly, this is highly inappropriate and suspect.
I saw this post in other expat forums, which brings up red flags. Given the gravity of the situation described, why would help be asked for in expat forums?

Erring on the side of caution and knowing there are other people who are more qualified to handle such claims, @OP: since you're in malaysia

http://www.awam.org.my/rape.html
call 03-78770224

http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/interna ... lines.html

The Befrienders Kuala Lumpur
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Petaling Jaya
46000
SELANGOR DARUL EHSAN
Contact by: Face to Face - Phone - Letter: - E-mail:
Hotline: (03) 7956 8144
Hotline: (03) 7956 8145
Website: befrienders.org.my/
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[roxy333]

i know you were going to find this inappropriate.i already contacted all of the stated centres.

you don't know what happen to me, i can't post it here either because of privacy concern.thats why i left my email there so that if someone sees it and doesn't get what is going on and emails me?

YOU DONT GET IT BECAUSE UR NOT LISTENING TO ME.

i already contacted everyone.i did everything i can.

IF YOU ACTUALLY BE CONSIDERATE AND EMAIL ME SO THAT YOU CAN HEAR MY STORY YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND INSTEAD OF BEING SO EVIL

i need someone to listen to me.i need a normal person with a heart who can actually listen to me. i have seen all those centre, i have seen psychologists and counselors and they can't help me

sometimes you just need normal people to listen to you. who knows if one of them can help.i dont need any centres and stufff

I NEED A PERSON TO LISTEN TO MY SITUATION FIRST SO THAT THEY WOULD UNDERSTAND WHY IM LOOKING FOR A NORMAL PERSON WHO CAN TALK TO AND HELP.

you don't.
you are not listening.

[nakatago]

Contact Grace Brown of Project Unbreakable then.

She'll listen to you.

[email protected]

[roxy333]

okay, i'll email her.

why did you remove all the other post i posted?

who knows if someone will actually be kind enough to reply?

if they don't reply then its okay. but at least give me a chance please.

you don't know how much pain im going through. obviously not because you are not listening to me.

you don't know what its like hoping day and night that someone would reply and maybe help you. there is a possibility there is hope so can't you approve the other posts too? let people read it. if they reply let it be, if they don't its okay. at least i tried.

[the lynx]

Hey there, I have sent you a private message with specific information and contact details. Please check your inbox and follow my recommendations.

Note: Don't take it hard and personal but nakatago actually shared helpful links for your own good. You may consider his recommendations if you sincerely need help. People like you certainly need help - real help.

Take care.

[roxy333]

i can't reply your private message because im new and cant do that yet. i already contacted all of them before.i have done everything.

thats why i ended up looking for help everywhere including places like this. i just need someone to listen and reply. you replied didn't you..at least there is some progress.

i pray whatever happened to me happens to the moderator. it should happen to his children or someone important to him.

then he will know what its like being in my shoes and suffering so much and end up looking for help everywhere. and then being scoulded for posting it. i want him to feel the pain.he doesn't even know what happened to me and yet judges me.

i just want help. that is all im asking.he didnt have to be so mean.

[roxy333]

someone posted something and removed it? why?

[ecureilx]

i pray whatever happened to me happens to the moderator. it should happen to his children or someone important to him.

then he will know what its like being in my shoes and suffering so much and end up looking for help everywhere. and then being scoulded for posting it. i want him to feel the pain.he doesn't even know what happened to me and yet judges me.

my 2 cents ?? You have posted similar content in another forum as well, and have flamed people .. You want help, for a start, you don't antagonize the moderators, especially those moderators who didn't instantly pull the plug on your unrelated post and coming from overseas, to boot ..

Not nice says me .. even if your posting (a carbon copy of what has been posted elsewhere) is true ..