I must have become a maniac.

[Asian_Geekette]

Come to her again, and shown that you already change your attitude, give her some impression. try, try and try.... she will comeback to you...

Now, aside from being a violent abuser, don't the above activities lead to becoming an obsessive stalker?

This should be a wake-up call to the OP to get serious professional help.

If the girl comes back to the OP, she has no self-respect.

[ozchick]

If the girl comes back to the OP, she has no self-respect.

Spot on!

[Bafana]

Shit happens.

Totally the wrong thing to do but everyone makes a mistake and deserves forgiveness. Forgive yourself but don't forget otherwise you may do it again.

Let her go and get on with your life.