Hi everyone, I need a bit of a help. Since I was a kid I've always been teased for my oversized lips yet teeny tiny eyes. It's hard to be called names and to be identified with "big lips". Whenever people were talking about me, they always had to say "dani with the huge lips". People making drawings of me, pictures, cartoons and they always focused on how huge my lips are and how small my eyes are. It's difficult to see those pictures end up on the back of the class or the notice board.
It was a big deal for me but now, i can't tell you how much it affects my life. I'm 20 years old, i'm 160 cm and i'm 72 kgs. As you may notice I'm a bit heavier than average and so, my face is bigger ( I naturally don't have prominent cheekbones) and hence my eyes look way smaller and my lips look way bigger. I've never had a boyfriend and one of the main reasons is I don't have confidence. I know people keep saying, confidence is about who you are inside, if you're confident with what you have inside, you'll be confident outside. But in reality, it's not how it works. Especially if after 15 years you still get teased by various people. I'm tired of all this, and since I have 2 month holiday in july, I'd like to do something with my lips and eyelides and perhaps hair removal.
Unfortunately I know nothing about cosmetic surgery and the idea of pain just scares me to death. I need help from all of you who might be able to give me any information as which doctor I should go to and how painful it's gonna be and how much it's gonna cost. Any information will be appreciated.
Thank you guys for at least reading the whole thing lol i know it's really long. I really really hope I can change my life through a surgery. I'm relying on your help.
