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by lordsgrace » Mon, 04 Aug 2008 4:20 pm
Hi, all
I am sorry if i said something is not nice to some reader. And God may forgive me, as He knows hearts of people. Rather than "i know myself"
Please let me say something here. I believe God and go church every week,and i do bible study as well. All those actions i cherish most is reading bible and pray in quiet time.. i was not in religion but i was in the love that Christ has given. It is a a gift by grace.
I was not born in any believes, and was taught no God in this world.However He showed me God is truth, exsiting in the hearts of whom open hearts and peaceful in mind to search Him.
here just share my spiritual journey a bit. I feel i was too much focus that myself CAN control everything of my life, and enlarge self too much that blind my eyes to realise God's awsome.I took His advantage that He wishes I am living in good, so i thought it was myself ability.
As human can be very sure they did good thing that satisfy their conscience. we did not realise how limited as we see things in one angle which is so dangerous it might become bias.
Have an example, I went on a bus, got a seat, later a woman i thought she was pregnant got on, i offered her my seat by a distance, she is so unhappy whith my body languge
( a smile face with an invitation hand) .I start think where did i do wrong?
She might be too fat, or after deliver baby, has a bigger stomach than normal lady, therefore her face appear some pale like a pregnant woman?(i am a nurse who should know how a pregnant lady look like), That seat i want it too, but I think she needs it more than I do. Many people wants that seat when i stand up..
Do i against my conscience? Is she wrong? She was offened by my human judgement "She is pregnant".i do not know how she really was, but i get the result upset me a lot,which will harm me.God teaches me to forgive, then I do not mind of her action, I wont friend satan to harm my health and emotion, this is called God's wisdom and daily protection by my cooperation with willingness to apply His words in life.
This is only a vey small example. God knows people, but people never can overlook the whole world into one picture, the both side situation.
we behave,we thought mostly according to what do we see. Another e.g.We also heard many cheating beggar actually lazy worker, and we find out this action cause us difficult to trust..
However God knows hwo is who, who are you, how are you..How can we know it and boast we behave by conscience. Maybe the conscience to a people which is harmful..If the world is just be sure with your conscience, Jesus never need to die on the cross..
By human we had been such narrow, how can we behave like" i can guarantee i was follow my own conscience". are you sure you never been selfish? are you sure you really 100% conscience with doing known good thing?
I confess I did not,could not do so, as I some time have little faith like Peter, as I some time can not forgive people.
I wanna challenge people who said believe God and believe not going church meet people from church can remain good, How can you be good by do not accept people in the church, how can you be good by looking at the darkside of the trying-be-good place church organising seeking-good people. And if you do not go church,how about read bible?If not do you know when your spirit is dry with no food and water?How do you nutrue your thoughts and soul?Please at least bible is wisdom when you use correctly you will benefit.
if you confirm without that spiritual surpport will you be continuosly nice to people who would like follow your style,and can you write a more wise book to feed them spiritualy?
I think we may be too superficial to understand God, by our subjective.. It s good to think about and read bible to just get some wisdom, before you say you believe or don't. Word says out is easy, but collect it back is too much difficult..
May God bless your heart which is a pure and holy gift to your soul.
Be blessed
Lord's Grace
god loves people, pray people will be humble turn to Him to be blessed