hey Kalyn, no worries, why dont you try ride with the group mentioned above. The group is not big, and they ride rather slowly with people from beginners to advanced.
easy ride too! that will build your confidence.
Do you have a bike yourself? Maybe i'll join you for a ride. I'm in the same shoes, I have not been riding for a long time, went for a ride last night, my turns and balance are just shocking!!!!
There used to be a group organising rides around east coast , so look out for those posts too!