Though i've been looking forward to join Qatar Airways, ironically having nightmares for the past few nights as i dreamt i couldn't adapt into their culture. GOSH, i'm unbelievable.
In everything you do whether in pursing a career, starting a relationship alas doing something different, it will always be a risky approach but it doesn't stop you from doing things.
Quote M.Scott Peck
The Road Less Traveled
Page.132
...love requires cathexis for a beginning. We can love only that which in one way or another has importance to us. But with cathexis there is always the risk of loss or rejection. If you move out to another human being, there is always the risk that that person will move away from you, leaving you more painfully alone than you were before. Love anything that lives-a person, a pet, a plant-and it will die. Trust anybody and you may be hurt; depend on anyone and that one may let you down. The price of cathexis is pain. If someone is determined not to risk pain, then such a person must do without many things: having children, getting married, ..., the hope of ambition, friendship-all that makes life alive, meaningful and significant. Move out or grow in any dimension and pain as well as joy will be your reward. A full life will be full of pain. But the only alternative is not to live fully or not to live at all.
GHEESH, i hope i won't have a series of nightmares till i eventually hear form them bout my status.
[faint]
Do NoT TaKe LaZY PeoPLe aS aPaTHeTiC PeoPLe, aS aPaTHeTiC PeoPLe Do NoT CaRe aBouT aNYTHiNG. LaZY PeoPLe CaRe, JuST THaT THeY Do NoT Do aNYTHiNG aBouT iT.