You know Kimi, sometimes life seems to just suck doesn't it? And you know what else, everyone feels like this at some time or other. You are not alone, even if we others are feeling up, we still know what it's like to feel down. Some of us know what it's like to feel really, really down.
I know what it's like to wake up and think, 'Oh God, another day, what for, why am I doing this, what's the point, etc etc' but look, here I am, still spilling out daft stuff to raise a smile.
Seriously, there is being down, and there is depressed. If you are feeling the same every day, and not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, well you must go to the docor. But friends are a great invention, or family....what are they for after all if not to be there to help us? And that includes your forum friends too you know. Drop me a message offline if you want, you know me, talk the hind leg off a donkey.
Don't be too upset though.....you will get better, spring is nearly here, you are fit and well, you have means to communicate with the world, you live in a lovely country, and hey.........you have us as friends.....what more could anyone want? (What's that I hear the rest of you say....?....'For a bit of peace and quiet from Bubbs....'...........) Ha ha.
Chin up my dear.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Dylan Thomas.