Depressing

[freeme]

Blood trickles through the veins toward the broken heart.
It enters the cavity that has been beaten and bruised by the abuse of love.
Upon it exit the once thriving red river has turned black.
It is toxic
As it circulates though out the body,
It slowly poisons it.
Polluting the body with the filth of betrayal
As the heart crumbles due to the lack of love the body and soul dies poisoned by the heart
There is no way out but the removal of the diseased heart.

[Pink]

u ok?

[freeme]

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[Guest]

sadly alive..
Pessimistic one minute and positive the other
Crying one minute and laughing on how naive i was the other
Trusting one minute and distrusting the other.
Reaching and Pushing the other.
I am on earth but my heart is in Hell
Definition of emoional turmoil.

Apart from one thing, your heart does not feel emotions, it's all in the brain, and the turmoil can be controled.

[Fasi]

sadly alive..
Pessimistic one minute and positive the other
Crying one minute and laughing on how naive i was the other
Trusting one minute and distrusting the other.
Reaching and Pushing the other.
I am on earth but my heart is in Hell
Definition of emoional turmoil.

U r in luv bg X, mte!!! Gd luk!

[freeme]

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[freeme]

Fasi,
Yup, unforntunately things has changed for me. So i move through motions in search of recovery.
Cie la Vie
I am looking for the window that was suppose to open when the door shuts. "Know where it is buddy?"

[stefania]

I am looking for the window that was suppose to open when the door shuts. "Know where it is buddy?"

Only you know where it is. Cry, weep, anything you like, mourn for a while and then move on.

[Guest]

Fasi,
Yup, unforntunately things has changed for me. So i move through motions in search of recovery.
Cie la Vie
I am looking for the window that was suppose to open when the door shuts. "Know where it is buddy?"

Freeme, Freeme, how often have i suffered the torment of hell.

the torment of hell is actually when the devil inside you tells you that he is winning over the good things in your life. I suffered this turmoil for 14 years. Yes I did become menatally unstable, and if the devil had, had is way, I would have been dead long ago.

Fighting with the devil inside, my dear friend will make you believe and pray so hard, you will ask why me, why me, what did i do wrong.

You must find the way out, this is the devils work, a puzzle with no reasonable way to solve it, is not a puzzle, but a nightmare.


Remember 14 years i suffered, but i won in the end!!! and yes it would have been easier to take my own life, but then I would have lost, and the devil would have won. There is an opposite to everything in life, no matter what, remember that, and keep searching.

Destiny can be influenced. Get you act together and move on it.