Hi!
I just started working and now it has been four months. This week has been pretty tough and rough. My boss gave me a task that is completely out of the blue with the input coming from my senior. I was making a few mistakes like, taking a wrong number and may forget to fill certain stuff or just not being initiative enough. but even though I have taken more initiative sometimes things are a bit messy:
1. Some people also give me a wrong data
2 . I have not touched the work before and therefore somehow I am a bit clueless and dont even take a pride on the job
3. My boss asked me some data that are completely are not in my hand and each time he tested me he feels it is incorrect and even when I corrected it in the end he is going to change it too = =
4. My boss is completely insane - making me work late until 9pm during the Christmas eve
5. My senior mess up the excel sheet and do not even include a large expenses making the whole cost wrong lol
In the end I did not really like this job and make few error mistakes, but my boss scold me pretty badly like - he always complains if I miss little stuff (really little and sometimes I really dont know) and he makes a joke of me - like I will be a person that make others have a reason not to do a good job - OMG - I am surprised he say that for a simple wrong mistake which in the first place I am not familiar with.
I really want to quit right now, I feel like this is not the job that I want to do, it is boring, clueless, and I dont know what I am doing. I hate it when I did mistakes while at the same time I dont even have a clue in the first place since I did not even have any guidance and even more, time to understand the whole thing. I hate it!