pinball! i just heard of news that a friend died of lung cancer and yet she lived her life to the fullest.. nobody really knew about it until her death two days ago.. she was able to live a normal life before passing away..may her soul rest in peace.. you still have time to do so many things and touch other peoples lives especially the ones you care about.. i dont mean to butt in your personal life but your boyfriend may also need you right now, and staying together would give you a lot of emotional support..and hold your hand through difficult times..
i wish you all the luck, live your life to the fullest..