omg, hugs and kisses to you, Shiyun. i hope you are far far away from the undue association between self love and your deemed lvl of attractiveness.Shiyun wrote:Most of the fats would be reabsorbed by the body now, since it had been 7 years.
I should have continued my college in the year 1998, however because i fell into a major depression after my boyfriend broke off with me for another gal. I naturally resorted to cosmetic surgery to improve my self-confidence.
Unfortunately, Dr surgery didn't help me much.
I went into deeper bouts of depression after his surgery because it couldn't help me achieve what i want - my boyfriend Andy. Moles simply refused to return back to me and had developed a liking for another gal in the arts faculty of my college.
This lady was a very beautiful gal who was in chinese cultural dance team and will often perform in major events in school functions and opening ceremonials.
Hence, I felt that I couldn't face my social circle in school because everyone knows Andy had left me for a much more prettier gal. I was still immatured then, I couldn't pull myself through this embarassment and eventually gave up on my studies to pursue plastic surgery - stupid isn't it?
You can imagine how people would commit much stupidity just for "face" issues.
Now, I realized my mistakes, I become more mature, I learnt that maybe I can't give him what the other gal can give, but still I don't have to give up my studies.
i saw your photos and think you have lovely eyes! it is not fair but sad that women are ALWAYS judge by skin deep attractiveness.
we should be doing self-improvements (studies, plastc surgery or enrichment course) for OURSELVES....sigh but often i believe we are all poisoned by fairy tales and perceptions - the heroine should always be beautiful. all full of you-know-what....
when one takes ownership for something like plastic surgery, the action will be measured and expectations will be reasonable. in fact, added with self-confidence ps should in such cases be effective. therefore, end results will have high lvl of self-fulfillment.
once, it becomes a useless tool for acceptance by others than he/she will be looking at endless surgeries! nobody can be forever young and beautiful physically.
i hope you havae the best revenge to your ex-bf: a happy and well adjusted life.
cheers,
dmn